Entries by J SquadJesus

Why Malibu?

When people ask me what made me decide to move to California, I tens up and don’t know what to say. I mean, I’ve come up with all kinds of colorful little stories but the truth is, I don’t actually know the answer to this question. There was first an experience: On the night my […]

Anxiety is not my portion

Spent hours trying to fix my Texas drivers license situation. So many things go wrong with Texas. I also feel the fear from the home owner and my family there – all talking about warnings and death. I don’t want to live in that. I heard a woman years ago say if it brings you […]

Dreams 818

I had a dream last night I recall only a little of. In my dream I saw Tamra cleaning her house and removing rugs to sweep up all the stuff underneath it. I felt bad in the dream because I didn’t clean the floors before she got home. Then I had a dream that Dave […]

Only 3 Remain

Yesterday my Papa passed over. I went to the beach to roller blade and collected some burnt sticks and stones when I left. Then I started to craft a light I planned to make with the idea to sell it at a store. But today the image I used to turn into a logo for […]

TTonight is Day 3

I let Dave go tonight and I thank God for the ending as they all have been changed in their hearts and convicted to let me go. Now I have a clean slate. Now I am free. Tomorrow is the first day of the beginning of miracles. I’m excited to write and report all of […]

No Longer Needed

I guess this how my Granny must have felt in her final days here on earth. She used to always say, “People only call when they need something. Otherwise you never hear from nobody.” I thought about it today – if I could remember ever seeing her happy. The only memories of this were from […]

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Cinderella

Today, I do believe I’m Cinderella. And just like Cinderella, when her mother and her father passed away, it was the wicked stepsisters who tried to destroy her and make her a slave. And I’m also Rose in the Titanic. Everyone that the Council has shown to me is a script from my life. Now […]

Reset to 17

For the first time tonight in years of confusion and seeking, I believe God has given me access to a glimpse into what he’s been setting up for me all along. I wrote as my last chapter that I wish I could go back to age 17 with all of the wisdom that I have […]

Promised Land

In speaking with my ex-husband today and praying together over the phone for protection and a path of light and life for our children, followed by watching the video back of clips from him in the hospital and his healing there-after, I realize what a gift this season was in my life personally. For the […]

Online Scam

Tamra showed me a guy she’d been talking to from a dating site. She told me a couple of weeks ago that his image had appeared to her in a dream before she met him online. “Maybe it’s too good to be true,” she said to me. I remember when she told me about seeing […]