Entries by J SquadJesus

Money for Make Ready

As soon as I finished my blog about breadcrumbs I received my paycheck notification for this 2-week period and was gripped by worry. I’m going to see a place and know that I can’t afford it on my current working arrangement. So, I have another prayer today that I send up to God. I need […]

Breadcrumbs for the Dogs

In my week’s trips I encountered a woman who spoke of Jesus and prayer but was very against the bible. She said she believes the Jesus of the bible is satan and shared her reasons. “He told the woman who asked for healing that he’s not here for her – only the chosen people. What […]

They May Come

My daughter messaged me 2 days ago and asked “should we live together again?” I don’t know the answer but I welcome whatever is God’s best outcome for us both. Then yesterday she shared with me that my son’s father spoke of getting a 1-bedroom in February and said my boy will need to find […]

God’s Confirmation & Dogs

This morning I woke up in Hawaii and spent hours laboring on the Candles for Cause store. I keep thinking about this vision of the ranch where broken hearts that need hope come to be with the animals for healing and redemption. It seems impossible on the outside. How could I afford to buy a […]

My Sweet Boy

He’s his mother’s child for sure. He doesn’t want anyone to worry about him and he has a very difficult time admitting when he needs help. I have always been that way too. I recently gave him money for medicine he needs and today he sent me a ZELLE for the amount I had sent. […]

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Father Please..

Today is one of the hardest days of my life. I woke up this morning first at 3 am, feeling troubled. I stayed up and prayed as the Lord put it on my heart to finish the candle store launch. I went back to sleep around 5’am and then woke at 8:37 to a phone […]

Chapter 1 – Heaven’s Pen

Heaven’s Pen The Story of Now I’ve not put down the pen in 9 years.  Yet I’ve only published a 6-month window of my writings for others to read.  My argument with myself lies in the guilt that I can’t produce I want to be truth. In my own life experiences, the good stories have […]

My Daughter’s Faith

Last week I went to Florida and my daughter and I made prayer candles. We printed little notes about her brother (my son), and we passed them as we went about our day. I then left several in airport bathrooms and beyond when my company sent me to Honolulu a few days ago. I received […]

Hope is in the Air

We received a message from two beautiful hearts who found prayer candles and decided to write us. Then the next morning, I received a phone call from my son and he had good news. It’s the little things sometimes that keep hope alive – like sparks from Heaven that let me know we’re on the […]

On the Alter

I think often about the story of Sarah and Isaac from the Bible. The promise of Sarah’s life she had waited for decades to receive was the gift of a son. But then God told Abraham to sacrifice Isaac. But God’s intention was never to let that boy die. An angel intervened and sent a […]