Entries by J SquadJesus

Waiting in Limbo

I feel like I’m in limbo right now waiting on others to make choices so that I can make mine. My son is trying to get his license and job situation on Monday. That’s tomorrow. I feel like I need to put a deadline on what transpires next and maybe the best way to go […]

Psychology the Dark Therapy

In 2025, more than 25% of adults are in therapy – a higher number than ever before reported in the United States. Meanwhile, depression, anxiety and suicide rates are at shocking all-time highs. Why is this? Psychology in our modern medicine is designed to find a problem. And because that is the set intention of […]

When God Says No

I’ve been looking for the miracle for years now. I kept pursuing healing in my ex-husband even until the end as I was being attacked and discarded. I’ve been praying for my family to somehow be brought back together (me and my kids). I’ve prayed relentlessly for a relationship with my mom that includes truth, […]

Demonizing the Other

My greatest fear is abandonment. It’s also the thing that’s happened over and over. And because of that, it’s a huge deal to be vulnerable. When the one comes along who strips away that outer layer you feel naked. And that’s exactly what happened to me. He didn’t know what a big deal it was […]

What to Do

I see it. But I don’t know what to do about it. I see the vulnerability that leads to victimhood. I see the separation of families brought about by taking in content where pornography and sex exploitation is normalized. I see the women who have unmet needs that end up lured into by “friendly” help […]

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Lawlessness

The law was killed on the cross. He came to fulfill the law and then we were given much time to contemplate what that means. To lose the desire to war over another but instead to love. To have no expectations in love, to carry no blame towards others and to never see ourselves as […]

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To Write the Truth

The last 24 hours have been quite amazing and as I begin this post, I am compelled to write what I have just scribbled onto a notebook pad. “Write the truth and the whole truth.. My Blessings & My Fury”. – Said the Lord to me. “I promise and say yes to documenting everything you […]

Hope for the WOF House

Tonight I went to the creative event at Believe LA Church. I saw a panel of famous music producers, actresses and producers talk about their fame and the walk with God in it. Then I got home, opened my instagram with intent just a leave a note and say thank you to them but the […]

Why Malibu?

When people ask me what made me decide to move to California, I tens up and don’t know what to say. I mean, I’ve come up with all kinds of colorful little stories but the truth is, I don’t actually know the answer to this question. There was first an experience: On the night my […]

Anxiety is not my portion

Spent hours trying to fix my Texas drivers license situation. So many things go wrong with Texas. I also feel the fear from the home owner and my family there – all talking about warnings and death. I don’t want to live in that. I heard a woman years ago say if it brings you […]